Suggest?

Yay! I love to see it. I briefly looked into it this summer but then I got distracted and lost track

I sort of wonder what this does to his brain.

Like he’s antisocial/narcissistic knows his policies are unpopular, but still powers through because he gets what he wants anyway.

But the ego in his head has gotten be doing little shit that’s making him think: “I’m going to nuke this stadium when I get back to the office.”

Oh. Well I’m not gonna be out that long.

I hope.

Uhoh. It really depends on how well I do and it is not well so far.

That’s a good point, but humans are basically stupid animals.

You can predict them to do something unpredictable

Man quetiapine just made me panic and feel like I couldn’t breathe. Actually there are a shit ton of “sedating” medications that do that to me thinking about it.

Except of course benzos, but thanks to those being cross tolerant with z drugs, they really gotta pump those in me to work at all.

I’ve had a little success with clonodine.

I remember abilify completely shut off my ability to think. Still had emotions, just no reasoning.

People talk about Dating being this thing that’s easy to do. Yeah. Maybe if you had any choice over what was and wasn’t difficult.

Im thinking about walking into therapy tomorrow and just asking “do I have to work if I’m just gonna be miserable anyway?”

:)

And the kind of resistance they expect is still possible.

But you will never hear about it from a story. If you do, it’s probably false.

If they do, they were always going to flip. They just needed a better pocket lining.

Wait

I’m abnormally sensitive about rejection because of my AuADHD?

What the flipping fuck. Fuck this shit. What drugs just turn off my brain so I can just be a blob of flesh until I die of old age since they don’t like how often I complain about existence being so goddamn difficult.

Hmm. Uhoh.

I’m out on FMLA. Am I even going to have a job when I get back?

Hungry people can’t think. Hungry people can’t fight. Hungry people eventually stop being a barrier to power.

Same with the sick.

They really don’t have an end goal beyond that. They want to take what they please, and enjoy killing some people in the process.

It confirms my theory that they are desperately trying to implement the mass killing of people.

The political violence they wanted isn’t happening. The dropping vaccine rates isn’t fast enough. And now people aren’t starving as they should be.

That indicates to me that they are finding out just how hard it is to kill 268,000,000 people. It might have something to do with the fact that 268,000,000 are more than enough to keep themselves alive.

Translation: “The GOP really can’t afford for democratic socialism to spread throughout the country. We will be labeled as criminals, called evil, jailed as terrorists and violaters of human rights. The wealthy will be less wealthy. The poorest will have more needs net. This is unacceptable!”

They certainly wouldn’t put smart or valuable people in charge. Then they’d never get their desires carried out.

They don’t care. White people that depend on it aren’t “fit” enough to contribute to the nation (i.e. to keep making them wealthier).

Given my expectations of the regime, they will be fully staffed by military ATC.

Military ATC is not Civilian ATC.

This is going to be a worse shitshow than I anticipated just in air travel.

Must be that time again.

They want 268,000,000 Americans dead. Famine is an exceedingly simple way to do it.

The red scare bullshit worked on the basis of having an actual State that was directly militarily opposed to the U.S.

Since there is no actual democratic socialist military enemy right now, and there are Muslim allied countries, it’s a really hard to sell him as being a traitor. During the red scare, it was super easy. You also had the FBI straight up prosecuting people and blocking careers for associating with the Communist party.

In my observation, the GOP is trying desperately to get back to that level of authoritarian control, but I don’t think they can anymore.

It begins.

Nixon was the first president to start down the path of the Unitary Executive. Ford, Regan, Bush Sr., Bush Jr., and Trump was the pathway.

But this all started long before the New Deal was even signed. This started before J. Edgar Hoover too.

This is all a result of the civil war. Had Lincoln not been assassinated and Andrew Johnson kick-started “reconstruction” and giving the South basically everything they wanted, we ended up where we are.